Well times are much better now. I've been rigorously saving up for my new camera(Canon Rebel XS) and I have finally seemed to escape my mind and see the world which is one of my goals with this camera is to show how things are seen when you look at them just right. Life isn't so bad and well time moves much faster than we'd all prefer, so enjoy it while it last. Once I take this step toward photography and seeing whats real I'm pretty sure I can begin really improving my painting skills taking my own reference photos, and working with what I really enjoy. Until then, see the rose, and the sunset.